Thursday, January 28, 2010
I feel like my heart is broken!!!! :(
Tonight we went to help Mckinnley pack up her house along with some other of our church friends!!! So fun! But the hardest part was saying goodbye! Yea that hurt alot! :( I felt like I was dying, the world was ending! So tommorw I am staying home from school for a little therapy! I could use some advice! I don't think that I have ever done anything so hard in my life! I was suprisd that Mckinnley didn't cry but then we both lost it when we said goodbye! I got in the car and I didn't I didn't know what to think! But I should did know to cry my eyes out! I can truley say that she is the best friend that I will ever have! But people keep saying that it is going to be okay! But they are wrong! Because nothing can fix this kinda pain! My hart is split in two! It feels like my whole life is over!!! I have no idea how to get over her! But I don't think that there is a way to ever forget a amzing friend like her! I can remember the first day we meet! It was accually at church! but it feels like it was yesterday! When I went to leave I hugged her goodbye, walked to my car and heard these footsteps running after me! I turned around and there she was! :) She was crying and I couldn't help but cry! I hugged one last time and now it feels like she was always here! That she never was going to move, but look what happend! I only still wonder one thing: where did the two and a half years go?!? If you know the answer please tell because I am helpless! I also need some advice on how to move on! And is there a way?!? Good question! I love ya Kinners, Have a great time in Chicogo, And please enjoy that bag, LOL love ya! :) Britt :) Miss ya too
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It really was so sad to see them go. We are all going to miss them so much.
ReplyDeleteYea it was it has always felt like they where here! But now they are just.... Gone!!! :( IO miss them alot! It has been only 15 hours without them! I know I am so crazy! :) Lve always, Britt
ReplyDeleteBritt Britt, when I was 11 we moved from Jacksonville to Orange Park. Doesn't seem like that big of a move but when I was your age it may as well have been moving all the way to Chicago. I felt like I lost my best friend and it was so hard. (we couldn't even talk on the phone cause during those days a call from OP to Arlington was long distance!) It is so hard to lose such a great friend and your heart breaks BUT just know you can still call her. You can keep up with each other through blogs and emails. She is still McKinnley and still your best friend, just a little farther away than before. You will hurt, and that's OK. But it will get better. She will always be closer than the miles would seem!! Love you, Sis. Clarkson
ReplyDeleteIt seems like they are halfway the across world. But you are right shse still is my best friend. But right now it is kinda hard to speak too her. It seems like she has been here forever and she is now gone. In my heart I will always know that there is one little girl outhere that I will never forget. I will always remember her. And today was really hard. We have math together and she sits next to me. Well I looked over and she wasn't there. It was hard. I kept wanting to look but I knew that she wasn't going to just show up. No matter how many times I looked. But in time it will get better. I hope. Love always, Britt
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